Saturday, November 21, 2009

comfort

i just want to be happy. dat is all i'm asking for. i might hv took the wrong 'door' but at least i'm satisfied. satisfied that i am finally happy n free. but it dissapoints me that people i love to share my moments wit seems to disapprove.
i know what i'm doing is wrong. u can blame me. but just dont take it on my comfort zone. as i said tons n tons of time.. its my choice.
i know most of u r trying to be concern. trying to advise me the best way u can so that i will not end up hurting. but all i can say is... i am not hurt. at least for now. n i will try my best not to as i've already had my mind fix.
for the final time. just pls.. let me live my happy life. pray for my happiness. thats all i'm asking for.
if this was not meant to be then let God show it.. one day..


p/s: dear God. if u think the happiness that i am feeling now is not mine.. now or in the future. pls take my feelings away. so that i wont be drag into it too deeply. i beg u.

Friday, October 23, 2009

sambungan post takde tajuk. tak paham aku ngan manusie zaman skrg nie

PARIS HILTON
first of all. kalau dah sah2 bukan paris hilton sile la berenti je berangan. being the IT person is not always the best thing in life. tak semestinye ko lawa. ko kaye. org nak kat ko. dont forget..manusia diiringi syaitan all the time. depan ko maybe die ckp "u're so beautiful.. owh.. bestnye kawan ngan u.. u baik" fuck that.. seriously. u will never know what people are talking behind ur back. and owh.. tak payah la bersungguh2 sgt nak buat diri popular / attention seeker. buat org gelak lagi ade lah. bak kate pepatah 'less is more' so pls stop trying. huduh nampak. u might ckp org sekeliling yg create attention.. tapi.. cermin la diri sendiri dulu.

to those yg sentiase rase diri die lawa.. pls.. pretty people dont brag about being pretty. yes confident tu kene ade.. tapi terover confident pon satu hal jugak. make terjadi lah incident dimane hamba2 Allah nie rase die mcm paris hilton (writer's note: lagi skali). nak menunjuk sane sini. get a life. perut tak lawa sile la jgn nak perasan flat dengan memakai crop shirt/jacket, half tube and pakaian2 yg menunjukkan perut anda. ade perut mcm jesica alba or gwen steffani baru tunjuk ok.

pakai pink tak bermakne anda paris hilton enuf. dan berpakaian seksi juga tak bermakne anda hot. silelah berpakaian appropriately. n kalau ade event invitation ke ape.. contoh.. birthday. name pon birthday.. so tolooong la jangan over dari birthday girl/boy tu sendiri. tak kuaseeee nak layan org suke carik attention lebih nie. adoiii!..tapi kalau kat event invitation tu sendiri suruh mengoverkan diri. silelah. takde org nak halang. (writer's note: dalam erti kate lain. tgk tmpt dulu kalau nak over pon)

sile jgn mengaku tau semua bende kalau mmg ko tu dumb blonde. lawa lebih tapi tak tau pape. pls. zaman modern. ade internet. gune la. buat penat je spend duit beribu2 beli hp canggih.. beli laptop canggih kalau tak gune. lame. blaja tinggi2 tapi ape pon takde. ayooo..plg kelakar bile org ajak sembang... ko goreng bukan main..padahal tak tau pape.. n mmg sah2 salah.tapi org tu tak nak malukan ko die buat senyap... adehhhh... pastu satu hal kalau menyalah gunekan kecantikan n kekayaan (writer's note: kononnye.. ) utk goda org lain n mintak tolong. wah wah wah..senang idop. usaha tangge kejayaan. org lain berusaha ko yg berjaye. mmg tak dpt jack! u'll have to pay for it sampai mase nanti. nothing is free in this world



eh bateri nak abes..nanti sambung.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

heart

i might be old
i might be fat
i might be weak
i might not be rich
i might not be intelligent
i might not be pretty
i might not have the most generous heart
i might not have the nicest personality
i might not have enough experience to face the world
i am just ME
i have feelings
i have a heart
and i feel love
please don't take it away from me

Sunday, October 11, 2009

smiley

i am HAPPIER than ever

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Tonight I Wanna Cry




Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

oOOo

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

tak paham aku ngan manusie zaman sekarang nie.

*talam 2 muke (writer's note: talam pon lagi cantik)
dgn manusie2 yg diorg rapat (slalunye perangai lebih kurang) bukan main baik lagi. puji sane sini.. jadi tmpt luah perasaan.. sharing is caring la kononnye. ber 'syg' 'babe' 'girl' 'bro'. beli hadiah sane sini.. tapi kat blakang or kalau da tak suke. masyaAllah. perangai jadi lagi hina dari syaitan..
kalau da tak suke tu dok diam2. tak payah nak tambah lagi dose yg mmg dah ade. tak baik mendajal org. tapi kalau da igt diri tu bagus sgt sile la buat lagi. bole derma pahala kat org2 tak berdosa. and kalau makan dajal sendiri jgn nak mintak maaf. maafmu tak diterime.

*tak reti tepati mase (writer's note: jam diorg rosak agaknye)
paaaaallllliiingggg pantang ngan org tak tepati mase. kalau da janji tu ikot je la. make sure time tu da ready. nie tak. dah sampai waktu senyap..then mintak tunde pastu dah tunde pon lambat jugak. ade case yg bole membuatkan naik angin tu..sampai terus cancel sbb die tukar plan. last minute.
untuk pengetahuan anda..org lain pn ade plan. u're not a king or queen. bole tunggu2..tunde or cancel suke2 hati n org tak marah. kalau 15 min tu dimaafkan lagi la..tapi kalau dah sampai sejam.. n everytime pon mcm tu.. maaf la weh. gi dok negare lain. sampai bile pon ko tak maju kalau mcm nie.

*friends for purpose (writer's note: pentingkan diri sendiri)
mempergunekan kwn dlm senyap utk kepentingan diri sendiri.
contoh: A takde kereta. B ade kereta. mereka merupakan officemate. utk menyenangkan A dia akan mengajak B kemana sahaja yang dia nak pegi dgn alasan nak buat kerja sama2. tapi end up B yg isi minyak. B yg bayar tol. siap kadang2 suruh jumpe kat tmpt yg mmg dah out of the way dari tmpt sbnr nak dituju.
utk perhatian semua A di dunia ini. gaji para B bukan rm10 ribu sebulan nak jadi tukang isi minyak n bayar tol all the time. if u beradab n berhati enuf. u would..without thinking menolong B with the duit minyak n tol. dah bagus da B nak bagi tumpang. kalau tak sile la naik cab. para B bukan personal driver korang.
banyak lagi contoh lain. tapi paham2 sendiri lah

*big fat liar (writer's note: suke idop dlm alam dongeng)
hah, nie lagi satu pantang lagi2 kalau da kantoi pastu still tak nak ngaku. first of all nak tipu tu pon tipu la betul2. nie tak. buat lain..ckp lain.. pastu cite kat A lain..cite kat B lain. nampak sgt la menipu. ape korang dpt pon menipu nie. lari dari masalah maybe la. tapi dpt dosa pon ade. so korang tak dpt ape2. coz end up. sbb korang tipu. lagi byk mslh dtg. cube bwk bincang je kan senang. dont lie if u cant be an A class liar. paling kelakar kalau tipu utk buat diri nampak very 'angelic' ..super extra baik. innocent.. n to create their own world yg tak wujud pon. adoi.

*show off (writer's note: tapi sbnrnye diorg takde ape2 n jeles)
ade separuh umat sanggup berlawan nak tunjuk sape lagi bagus. sampai kadang2 gadai diri n maruah. kalau da tak mampu tu buat care tak mampu. tak payah nak show off sgt tunjuk diri tu lagi bagus..lagi glamor... kalau dari duit sendiri takpe la jugak. nie duit mak bapak.

byk lagi sebenarnye nak list..tapi nanti la sambung

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

October

I just wish that i could celebrate my birthday with mereka mereka ini

*ali syafiq
*syazmim
*ieka
*cepot
*emmert
*ain
*muzzammil nazri
*fasha
*mira
*irfan
*azee
*ryan
*syazni
*shafique
*dayah
*wen
*zizie
*jane
*lynn

just a simple nice dinner will do... tak mintak pon birthday grand2.. tapi tak penah dpt. susah betul nak kumpul diorg at the same time. slalu yg ade pon 2-3 org je. haish...